can u understand me ?

i cant stand anymore...
can i hit u down? lonely!
the answer is i cant.

can i hit u down? travel line?
the answer is i cant.

i cant stay in tis line anymore.
i cant stand anymore.
i think i suitable to work in a place that no need to communicate wif customer.
and it is my dream job.
and i think i will juz enjoy wif it,
but then it will be whole life dun hav good future.

my dream job is very easy,
is juz like work in a book shop or seling on internet, packing for customer.
juz like that.
if i change my job to tat,
i sure cant get any support from my family,
cuz i had choose this line,
i had choose my study life.
and i had pay all the fee to finish the course,
if i say no at now,
sure i will get scold by family.
im wrong.
im not enough know myself at that year.
im sorry,dad,sis,bro,mom.im sorry.

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is there anyone can giv me all the support?
is there anyone can make me smile when im sad,cant smile from the heart?
is there anyone can accompanied me all the way?
is there anyone can help me to KO a feeling call lonely?
i dun wan to be alone anymore.
can you please show yourself to me now?
i cant stand anymore.
i really cant.
im so scare to be alone anymore.
im going to cry.
tis is the 2nd time ,
i cant stand and cry alone.